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theres a boy im fond of who just posted 2 the network who has healing abilities. y dont u make friends. ♥
[Because he knows you needs some sort of healer, hm? Though he's still unsure if Josuke's the best choice- ah well.]
[Because he knows you needs some sort of healer, hm? Though he's still unsure if Josuke's the best choice- ah well.]
[A boy you're fond of? That could mean so many things. But, hey, more pressing things to deal with, such as...]
The one with the hair?
The one with the hair?
it appears all the recent men who have posted are 1s with the hair, we both would benefit from being more specific. ♣
josuke.
josuke.
Ah, him. Actually, I meant to introduce myself anyway for Jolyne reasons.
Does he have healing powers, though? That's interesting.
What a family that is.
Does he have healing powers, though? That's interesting.
What a family that is.
Jonathan --> unknown --> Joseph --> (Josuke +) Unknown --> Jotaro -> Jolyne
As far as reading and asking questions has taught me. Also the two blonds that aren't technically related to any of them, I suppose.
As far as reading and asking questions has taught me. Also the two blonds that aren't technically related to any of them, I suppose.
im familiar with the blondes. ♦ their relation to it is of an unconventional sort.
[And he has an idea about it- but won't go any further. He's still unsure about his... findings.]
jonathan, so many of ur family here, u deserve it. ♥ tho it probably seems a little unfair, doesnt it? ♣
[To- you anyway. He's either saying that as a childish jab or to show some sort of concern for you, Chrollo. Though- fake-ish, concern. Poor baby. Maybe if you all were blood related like a true family! Oh is that a little harsh?]
[And he has an idea about it- but won't go any further. He's still unsure about his... findings.]
jonathan, so many of ur family here, u deserve it. ♥ tho it probably seems a little unfair, doesnt it? ♣
[To- you anyway. He's either saying that as a childish jab or to show some sort of concern for you, Chrollo. Though- fake-ish, concern. Poor baby. Maybe if you all were blood related like a true family! Oh is that a little harsh?]
[THANKS FOR THAT HISOKA, he'd nearly forgotten how unpleasant you can be.]
I suppose it might. Though when a bloodline is separated by greater than 100 years, it's only sentimentality that ties them together.
I suppose it might. Though when a bloodline is separated by greater than 100 years, it's only sentimentality that ties them together.
[Awww. Don't say that, they have forever together, don't they? You'll be remembering often.]
they do speak rly highly of their family. as if its all that matters. ♦ but then i guess i wouldnt no. ♠
[Never having felt it anyway... Maybe it was because he joined the spiders too late that he never became a real part of it? The damage was most likely already done to Hisoka, creating ties? Difficult. Family is a foreign word to him so anything concerning it just appears as 'silly' or 'flawed'. Amusing though.]
they do speak rly highly of their family. as if its all that matters. ♦ but then i guess i wouldnt no. ♠
[Never having felt it anyway... Maybe it was because he joined the spiders too late that he never became a real part of it? The damage was most likely already done to Hisoka, creating ties? Difficult. Family is a foreign word to him so anything concerning it just appears as 'silly' or 'flawed'. Amusing though.]
[...yep, staring at the communicator, seriously tempted to just turn it off.]
No. I suppose not.
[TEMPTED TO TURN IT OFF AGAIN. But that would just make it obvious that he's annoyed. Not that it isn't already.]
I'm not wearing a costume to that party.
No. I suppose not.
[TEMPTED TO TURN IT OFF AGAIN. But that would just make it obvious that he's annoyed. Not that it isn't already.]
I'm not wearing a costume to that party.
[Rude.]
[A little later, after some replying to Josuke in his post.]
at least a purple tie or something.
- n - 
[A little later, after some replying to Josuke in his post.]
at least a purple tie or something.
- n - [Oh, honestly, who's the rude one here?]
I should wear my normal clothing. No one will recognize me.
[actually that kind of amuses him, but.]
But yes, I could get an appropriate tie.
I should wear my normal clothing. No one will recognize me.
[actually that kind of amuses him, but.]
But yes, I could get an appropriate tie.
you look better in ur normal clothing tho. ♥ but i can look 4 ties 4 u, im already in a mall
[Where he's been doing all his replies to Josuke, pft. Talking about this all wandering about in public. Though, no one ever really listens, and he's still playing nice, so no harm done.]
[Where he's been doing all his replies to Josuke, pft. Talking about this all wandering about in public. Though, no one ever really listens, and he's still playing nice, so no harm done.]
I know.
[About looking better, that is. If nothing else, he's definitely more comfortable that way.]
You're in a mall?
[About looking better, that is. If nothing else, he's definitely more comfortable that way.]
You're in a mall?
Are you clothes shopping?
[Where do you even buy the things he wears?]
I wouldn't mind ties, then.
[Where do you even buy the things he wears?]
I wouldn't mind ties, then.
My my~ you're usually not so unwise, but now- nearly as quick as I was upon seeing you after your second arrival.
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Fortunately, I'm not behind glass.
[His tone is decidedly clipped.]
It seems it wasn't wishful thinking after all. I knew it at that time: that I'll be bound to him until I put him in the ground.
[His tone is decidedly clipped.]
It seems it wasn't wishful thinking after all. I knew it at that time: that I'll be bound to him until I put him in the ground.
But you won't be putting him in the ground here, hm? Infact, as it is, you'd either end up behind glass with him reborn, or end up dead with him away from you behind glass himself. [Neither really that- entertaining. Perhaps if he got to see the fight but then- that might just end up bothering him.]
Not only that, but what reputation you've gained here- [A breath.] What could happen- it certainly would make finding you means to fill that book difficult.
Not only that, but what reputation you've gained here- [A breath.] What could happen- it certainly would make finding you means to fill that book difficult.
[He laughs, harsh and bitter and a little. Dark.]
Why bother with this, Hisoka? I know you aren't concerned for my well-being.
Are you jealous again? Or just worried that you'll need to be even more patient than you have been?
Why bother with this, Hisoka? I know you aren't concerned for my well-being.
Are you jealous again? Or just worried that you'll need to be even more patient than you have been?
And if it was concern for you? Would it matter? [Though, a stiff response, his jaw tight. Concern or not, does it change that he's right?]
It would matter, yes.
[Honest, and yes, clipped. But unhesitating.]
We don't always make our decisions based on function. Even if you can't understand what that person did to me, you should understand that much.
Didn't I once tell you there were things worth dying for? Suffering is no different.
[Honest, and yes, clipped. But unhesitating.]
We don't always make our decisions based on function. Even if you can't understand what that person did to me, you should understand that much.
Didn't I once tell you there were things worth dying for? Suffering is no different.
[While he can understand what he means in his own way, he can't- understand it in the way Chrollo is saying it. Revenge for his legs, for not just his legs- for people he cared about, took interest in. Doing it for them despite his own safety and well being. it was- frustrating. Of course he knew he would act this away upon Kurapika's arrival, but he didn't think it's be so quick to come up.]
[There is silence on his end. He's strangely, at a loss for words for a while.]
[Ultimately his own interests are in his mind. Doesn't want to wait, but then, for their fight? He'd already be waiting, wouldn't he? So then he's speaking like this to him to further- whatever they have now. Whatever they've... been doing. Isn't that right? It's weird to think about it like that, and for some reason it's coming to him a lot harder than it should. But then- he'd be waiting anyway so this is-]
Dying for here? Then what is death here if it's not an end? Just a means to punish yourself? [A breath, closing his eyes.] I don't want you to go to prison.
[The most- sincere thing he's ever said, perhaps to Chrollo or to- anyone. But isn't- concern to some degree born out of selfishness anyway? He doesn't know how to express how difficult this situation is, or how frustrated it's making him feel, let alone try to speak in a way that actually stops the other man from springing into a most likely- death trap, should Kurapika's powers still work as they did.]
[So death, then, if he won? Prison. Meaning he'd most likely end up behind bars, or glass, away. And he wouldn't be able to work with him, help him gain abilities, wouldn't be able to see him and speak to him. He's been spoiled by how much he's been around him, Chrollo usually disappearing after the Troupe jobs, but here? That's all he's seen has been Chrollo. Chrollo Chrollo Chrollo. Without a fight but in the future, constantly seeing him and being impressed by him and basking in him. Missing him in as way that's- confusing and selfish and incredibly frustrating.]
[There is silence on his end. He's strangely, at a loss for words for a while.]
[Ultimately his own interests are in his mind. Doesn't want to wait, but then, for their fight? He'd already be waiting, wouldn't he? So then he's speaking like this to him to further- whatever they have now. Whatever they've... been doing. Isn't that right? It's weird to think about it like that, and for some reason it's coming to him a lot harder than it should. But then- he'd be waiting anyway so this is-]
Dying for here? Then what is death here if it's not an end? Just a means to punish yourself? [A breath, closing his eyes.] I don't want you to go to prison.
[The most- sincere thing he's ever said, perhaps to Chrollo or to- anyone. But isn't- concern to some degree born out of selfishness anyway? He doesn't know how to express how difficult this situation is, or how frustrated it's making him feel, let alone try to speak in a way that actually stops the other man from springing into a most likely- death trap, should Kurapika's powers still work as they did.]
[So death, then, if he won? Prison. Meaning he'd most likely end up behind bars, or glass, away. And he wouldn't be able to work with him, help him gain abilities, wouldn't be able to see him and speak to him. He's been spoiled by how much he's been around him, Chrollo usually disappearing after the Troupe jobs, but here? That's all he's seen has been Chrollo. Chrollo Chrollo Chrollo. Without a fight but in the future, constantly seeing him and being impressed by him and basking in him. Missing him in as way that's- confusing and selfish and incredibly frustrating.]
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[There's a long silence, and Chrollo's actively glad, for once, not to be on camera. Normally it doesn't matter, but at the moment...]
[He's a bit. Frayed. And he lets his head drop into his hands, not sure what to say. Or... do, for that matter. He'd said it would make a difference if it were concern for him, after all, but does that really qualify as concern? ...not really. But it's... something.]
[...and why does that even matter. Why had he said that to begin with? It was honest - he knew it when he said it, but he hadn't stopped to question why. It's just....]
...punishment for someone. Not for me.
[Maybe?]
[......]
[In retrospect. He can pinpoint all the errors he'd made.]
[Letting a single Kurta survive, that was error number one. After that, he should have insisted that they stay in pairs, at least, the entire time, regardless of what happened. If Shalnark had stayed with Uvo, even the chain user couldn't have succeeded. And after that... he shouldn't have been so distracted by Neon Nostrade's abilities that he lost track of why she was there. Shouldn't have let his guard down in that lobby. Should never have been captured - arguably should never have left their hideout to begin with. He'd always known he was a target for anyone who wanted to move against the Troupe, and he'd known the Chain User was both particularly focused on them and capable of killing Uvogin, so that was... sloppy. Overconfident. He can admit that, now, but now is too late to save Pakunoda.]
[It isn't that he blames himself, though - he's logical enough to understand the reality of human error, and to know that he could have only acted with the knowledge he had. But even so... he was their leader. He'd lead them into their own deaths and, worse, had managed to get himself removed from the playing field at the same time, so he couldn't even avenge their deaths.]
[...and, even then he'd managed to cripple them farther. The fact that Kurapika survived as long as he did spoke for itself - even he would be helpless if they moved against him together, but they didn't. To protect Chrollo. To keep Kurapika's nen from backlashing against him when he was defenseless.]
[Stupid. Stupid.]
[It's something worth dying for, worth suffering for.]
[And yet.]
...damn it. I don't want to go to prison either.
[Not even now. Because what good would it do them? Or him, for that matter. And because...]
Ah. I really am an idiot.
[He's a bit. Frayed. And he lets his head drop into his hands, not sure what to say. Or... do, for that matter. He'd said it would make a difference if it were concern for him, after all, but does that really qualify as concern? ...not really. But it's... something.]
[...and why does that even matter. Why had he said that to begin with? It was honest - he knew it when he said it, but he hadn't stopped to question why. It's just....]
...punishment for someone. Not for me.
[Maybe?]
[......]
[In retrospect. He can pinpoint all the errors he'd made.]
[Letting a single Kurta survive, that was error number one. After that, he should have insisted that they stay in pairs, at least, the entire time, regardless of what happened. If Shalnark had stayed with Uvo, even the chain user couldn't have succeeded. And after that... he shouldn't have been so distracted by Neon Nostrade's abilities that he lost track of why she was there. Shouldn't have let his guard down in that lobby. Should never have been captured - arguably should never have left their hideout to begin with. He'd always known he was a target for anyone who wanted to move against the Troupe, and he'd known the Chain User was both particularly focused on them and capable of killing Uvogin, so that was... sloppy. Overconfident. He can admit that, now, but now is too late to save Pakunoda.]
[It isn't that he blames himself, though - he's logical enough to understand the reality of human error, and to know that he could have only acted with the knowledge he had. But even so... he was their leader. He'd lead them into their own deaths and, worse, had managed to get himself removed from the playing field at the same time, so he couldn't even avenge their deaths.]
[...and, even then he'd managed to cripple them farther. The fact that Kurapika survived as long as he did spoke for itself - even he would be helpless if they moved against him together, but they didn't. To protect Chrollo. To keep Kurapika's nen from backlashing against him when he was defenseless.]
[Stupid. Stupid.]
[It's something worth dying for, worth suffering for.]
[And yet.]
...damn it. I don't want to go to prison either.
[Not even now. Because what good would it do them? Or him, for that matter. And because...]
Ah. I really am an idiot.
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[There's obvious relief easing into his posture as he listens. As he takes in the few pauses. he can't know what's moving through that head of Chrollo's, nor does he have any idea how his words affected him, if they did, they could've merely gotten his mind to move without really changing it themselves. Still. Relief, and he lets out a small breath, not having realized how tense he was in those moments, how upright he was sitting, how still he was... Something felt strangely off about Chrollo like this, and while he of all people can understand a need to get one's blood pumping, to go after someone, it was definitely- strange to see Chrollo in such a state.]
[Not exactly worry? Or maybe it was. Hisoka certainly isn't going to look into the feeling any further. All he wanted was to feel the relief of knowing Chrollo wouldn't go to jail. And of course that relief is only because of his own interests. Chrollo in jail would certainly be boring and would certainly backtrack what he's been working for. Not only that but the idea of not having the man to lounge on is displeasing at best, not that that thought- doesn't make him think that it all would eventually end after that first fight, wouldn't it?]
[Ah, anyway. A breath, smiling to himself and shaking his head. Fate certainly has a way of twisting things, what is becoming of him? But then, he knew himself fickle for so long by now, is it really so surprising that me might favour the idea of keeping this back and forth longer?]
Mmmm- are you now? [His voice definitely less pulled now, more smooth. Hisoka's eyes closed, leaning on a hand as he speaks to him.] While I imagine it's worth it for those you've lost, I hardly think he's worth all that time being locked up. Besides-
[Gesturing a hand.] He certainly seems fun to speak with right now, judging from that conversation you two are having. I'd guess the game alone you're playing with him is bothersome enough, and isn't he also looking for solace in your defeat or capture?
[Not exactly worry? Or maybe it was. Hisoka certainly isn't going to look into the feeling any further. All he wanted was to feel the relief of knowing Chrollo wouldn't go to jail. And of course that relief is only because of his own interests. Chrollo in jail would certainly be boring and would certainly backtrack what he's been working for. Not only that but the idea of not having the man to lounge on is displeasing at best, not that that thought- doesn't make him think that it all would eventually end after that first fight, wouldn't it?]
[Ah, anyway. A breath, smiling to himself and shaking his head. Fate certainly has a way of twisting things, what is becoming of him? But then, he knew himself fickle for so long by now, is it really so surprising that me might favour the idea of keeping this back and forth longer?]
Mmmm- are you now? [His voice definitely less pulled now, more smooth. Hisoka's eyes closed, leaning on a hand as he speaks to him.] While I imagine it's worth it for those you've lost, I hardly think he's worth all that time being locked up. Besides-
[Gesturing a hand.] He certainly seems fun to speak with right now, judging from that conversation you two are having. I'd guess the game alone you're playing with him is bothersome enough, and isn't he also looking for solace in your defeat or capture?
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